Today I woke up congested sneezing and feeling heavy in my limbs. I lay here in bed and I ask myself how am I going to get out of here.
My head is throbbing I have nausea already and all night I had nightmares.
Ever since I started hydroxychloroquine I have been having nightmares. I wake up feeling sort of scared and alone.
Today I don’t even want to move our start taking my pills. I just want to be.
I’m thinking of showering I’m thinking of taking some of my pills I’m thinking of getting up I’m thinking of brushing my teeth I’m thinking of getting dressed and none of it is appealing.
Not even a coffee and I love my coffee…except lately all it does is make me feel sick and I can’t get past two sips.
I can’t bear the thought of food today. Every time I try to eat I have to spit it out because it makes me so nauseous.
My neck and back are both so stiff and I can’t get comfortable no matter what I do.
I managed to eat a little something. But I am really sick today. I couldn’t stop myself from throwing up immediately afterward .. my body just wasn’t having it. I was sick 6 times until my stomach was literally empty again.
All I can think of is the fact that I just added Hydroxychloroquine.
Does anyone else experience this with their lyme treatment? I have to keep my meds down!