Today has been a horrible day. I literally have been crying on an off the entire day. The sobbing kind of cry. And for no real apparent reason.
I don’t know if this is a side effect of my meds or what it is… But I cannot seem to stop.
I have no appetite .. I know that’s a side effect, but it doesn’t help when I have to take a bunch of meds and vitamins on an empty stomach.
I have done nothing today but stare a a tv and lay curled up on the couch. I see the sun is shining outside and everyone passing me by going on with their own lives and I just feel stuck because my own body holds me back.
I’m weak and don’t really know what to do with myself. Some days like today .. I just want to be over and move on to the next one.
I know I’ll be ok. I always am, but that doesn’t help much while I’m in it.